I waited

I waited,

For the promises of a Kingdom you made in Summer,

For the bottled happiness potion that you brewed from my nothingness,

Counting the stars from a starless sky,

I kept my promises as you kept yours,

I waited,

For you to be the hero that you promised to be,

Male figure from the descendants of our land soil,

A mother among worthless mother figures I knew quite well,

Knowing that my wait is not in vein,

I waited,

For you to fix my heart the way you fix lost souls,

For you to heal the coldness I got from this warmful place,

For you to be the definition of love I never knew,

The God of my world, the lord among my Lords,

I waited,
For you to care the way you cared 15 years ago,
For you to show me the colors of a rainbow I never knew,
For you to be everything,
I waited upon you as pure as a dove in the sky,

I waited,
To care, to love, to doubt, to scare my nightmares,
Your presence is just a miracle sinfully to my being,
I waited,
I waited ...

Why I love you...

I broke every bone in my body,

As I stared at your broken divine and perfectness,

Knowing exactly that heaven's door is just next to you,

Instead you stood right here next to this nothing,

I saw how you broke your wings,

For the creature of endless flaws,

Accepted everything I was and not,

With a great big pile of hate 

I loved you like the sun rise in a dark morning,

I sat with you for three... four... ten million seconds,

Making sure time knew very well to remember this day,

Much like leap year,

I noticed time skipping for the heart you and I shared,

I asked the man in the mirror why I love you,

He stared at me with eyes that brought hate and sensitivity,

I walked back to the day I knew I did,

No clues were left in that unsolved criminal act,

...