I am tired! I am done!

I am tired,
For the tears shed in the darkness when nothing but evil was all I had,
I am tired,
Of awaiting on men to make me a better human than I already feel I am,
I am tired,
Of thinking life gets any better than the hell you put me through,
I am tired of the shame you brought to my name in remorse I never felt!

I am done,
Trying to prove the world exists without me in it,
To put my soul through the tortures you brought to me willingly,
I am done,
Acting stupid and mumbling like I wasn't worth the A's I got,
I am done feeling sorry for the pity I felt for you,

I am tired,
Of the beatings I got when I carried your legacy between my legs,
Tired of the moment your girlfriends looked at me like I was on ecstasy,
Tired of being that girl who loved you and never lived,
I am tired,
Ticking minute by minute waiting for my sunny skies,
For the sorry's I heard in endless occasions,
When all your rights meant nothing to the wrongs you done,