Hold on...

Hold on…

Like a pillow of cloudiness covers, I held you close

I kept you safe from your fears, from your endless nightmares

I used to believe in forever, an everlasting fairytale 

But a hurricane came between our gardens of sweetened fruits

I held on to you, like you held on to me

I used to cry Hold on, but all my tears dried when everything we had scattered

I had had many lonely nights, many nights of sadness

I thought at first I was nothing without you, that you were my blue rose,

My rose that would not weather with the cold days of winter

But I guess I gained inner consciousness, a blessing from a place much higher than us,

A judgement having no right to be made by mankind

Though I fear for my cry, a cry holding on to my brain matter

Hold on… Hold on… echoes that move no near mountains 

Were you so strong?  Did you even matter that much?

I guess you just a repentant to a heart that has lost its mercy,

To a heart that has no boundaries to the fallen,

I look at you and all I still ever see was the words you left me with

The words that still limit my limitless egos