Tuesday, August 26, 2014

In Once Upon My Fairy Tale


In once upon my fairy tale,
A deacon prince like a unicorn covered in a horses cloak,
With eyes that looked as dangerous as a haunting ghost,
And with a fierce body far well developed than Goliath,
He was a true reflection of my fairy tale's perfect ending,

In once upon my fairy tale,
I looked at thy like he had descended from the skies above,
My hero with a reflection of an ordinary man,
He noticed my vague glare and decided to turn his heart the other way,
As princesses who ruled him were near him like death near tombs,

In once upon my fairy tale,
He stepped in the forest that once I had decided to take a stand,
A stand from this wolf eating my heart within,
I stared at the ground as he stared my way,
Shivered that this moment would be taken to light delight,

In once upon my fairy tale,
He came close and whispered to me his clan name,
As the moon drew closer to where we had stood,
He looked at me like I was a diamond he feared would blow away,
Blow away with every feeling he closed inside
with every gut he never showed,
I was the sunlight to the flowers that stood right next to me,

In once upon my fairy tale,
This prince of mine dragged me to a hole he single-handedly build,
A prison for all the hearts he had collected,
With his look like silver gold,
I walked into the darkness in a mindful state,
Blindfolded of my surrounding, sightful of the love he knew I had,

In once upon my fairy tale,
I came out of the darkness full of sinful foolishness,
Like he had known I was nothing but a tool of hopeless dreams,
Today I learned that my story is just a story,
A story to educate that princes are devious than the devil himself.

Thursday, August 21, 2014

The way you taught me


I long to hate the way you taught me,
I wanna learn how to love the way you taught me, 
I long to remember the man you used to be, 
I wanna learn how to be soft as you are, 

I don't wanna grieve for you, 
But wanna lie there right beside you, 
A war that no human can bring apart,
The war in me of the love I have for this thing you are,

I wanna come for you when you're a million years ahead,
I wanna break hearts the way you torn mine,
I know there is room there in you for two,
Make me be there when I grieve for you,
Make me be the victim you thought I was once upon a fairy-tale,

Make me beg for your mercy,
Make me scream like life you are and this hate I adore very much,
I long to hate the way you taught me, 
I wanna love the way you taught me...