The way you taught me

I long to hate the way you taught me,
I wanna learn how to love the way you taught me, 
I long to remember the man you used to be, 
I wanna learn how to be soft as you are, 

I don't wanna grieve for you, 
But wanna lie there right beside you, 
A war that no human can bring apart,
The war in me of the love I have for this thing you are,

I wanna come for you when you're a million years ahead,
I wanna break hearts the way you torn mine,
I know there is room there in you for two,
Make me be there when I grieve for you,
Make me be the victim you thought I was once upon a fairy-tale,

Make me beg for your mercy,
Make me scream like life you are and this hate I adore very much,
I long to hate the way you taught me, 

I wanna love the way you taught me...