White light

There's a white light in your eyes, 
Eyes that glow to me the past and present, 
The imperfections of a relation of two beings, 
Two earthly creatures of burdens highly tempting, 

From the depths of a heaven I belong, 
I see how you burn... The sweetness of the eyes I know, 
In a hell only you and me find pleasure to belong,
Broken in every way, I smile... It's with you I belong,
If this is the kind of love you and me were destined,
I will burn with you all the way to my core,
With you I find pleasure...
With you I know I belong...
In your eyes I see my past and present,
I will do anything to remain with you as you with me.

Beauty

I see a diamond in its roughest form,
Of beauty made worth hundreds of degrees above the average,
Beauty that is tamed from the core hearts of humanity,
An angel made for the struggles of a world filled with only monsters and demons,

I see a rock beneath the Nile river,
Moving swiftly with the gentle breezes that walk the face of the earth,
The pain felt from the flowers in the beauty of the garden of Eden,
I see a lonely Adam with a world filled with Eves and venomous snakes,

Beauty is what you are defined to be,
Though you kneel and stretch your legs as wide as the universe may go,
You hate yourself enough to notice the beauty never stolen,
As they, who walk like gods, wrap you with tin foil covering what you are,
The beauty of a God willingly loving you enough to know your existence.

Fault in our stars

I am bitter to the bone,
For all the moments shared in despair!
With you on my mind like a child with candy floss, 
I am left here with you in a mind no more stable,

I looked at you for who I knew you to be,
Strong hearted like any knight on a journey to great wonders,
With me, the princess of a castle no man but you to reach,
I am but only the words I lay hidden not too far apart,

My heart will one day turn back to the colors it knows too well,
When your chest was a fortress to my fulfillingness,
I will forever lay with you, my treasured love,
For the fault was with the stars we began on this path!

I am tired! I am done!

I am tired,
For the tears shed in the darkness when nothing but evil was all I had,
I am tired,
Of awaiting on men to make me a better human than I already feel I am,
I am tired,
Of thinking life gets any better than the hell you put me through,
I am tired of the shame you brought to my name in remorse I never felt!

I am done,
Trying to prove the world exists without me in it,
To put my soul through the tortures you brought to me willingly,
I am done,
Acting stupid and mumbling like I wasn't worth the A's I got,
I am done feeling sorry for the pity I felt for you,

I am tired,
Of the beatings I got when I carried your legacy between my legs,
Tired of the moment your girlfriends looked at me like I was on ecstasy,
Tired of being that girl who loved you and never lived,
I am tired,
Ticking minute by minute waiting for my sunny skies,
For the sorry's I heard in endless occasions,
When all your rights meant nothing to the wrongs you done,