Not sorry loving you!

I will love you when it suits me right, 
Sacrifice my being for you when I remember to, 
Give you love, the same Jesus gave to His disciples, 
Care enough for you, like you're one with my womb,

I will heal every scar you carry underneath all your burdens,

Call you a million times eventually till you decide to take it,

Allow you to use me like one of your tools your car so amazingly dismangled,

Apologize for every fight you shower my soul and still end up right,

I will shed tears for you and your messed up childhood,

Love you the way your mother did before giving up her last breath,

I will try, build patience the way you ordered me to,

Look at you in the face and spit on it, the typical me so much desires to,

I feel bad it took a thousand years to realize we are no more,

But I know the problem is with me because I tried this hard,

Hard to love you and fix you the way I did with my LEGO toys,

I have tried enough, but I am not sorry loving you!