What I call Mother!

There is nothing my heart knows than the love you taught me,

From the very day my heart started beating for the first time on its own,

The day you told me you loved me while holding on to me like I was your golden ring,

The day my heart was cut off from yours, 

The day the word 'day' made sense to me like the very milk I drank in you,

You were nothing but the joy my tears told how happy I was,

Beauty in all the pain you felt while giving me this gift of what might feel like an eternity to me,
You were my God, the breathe of life I needed to balance who I was,
My siamese twin bound not by head but by the love you so explicitly give to me,

You bring out the best in me like you're a hero in costume,
Costume only your heart can reveal your truest identity,
You heal my wounds while wiping away my tears,
Promising that the sun shall rise in my face, the sun you were bred out to me,

My wish upon a star shall never grant me what I have found in you,
You are the love beyond the shadows this world offers,
You are just how I never imaged you to be, you are perfect!
You are what I and many more of my age call mother,
You are the lessons I have been taught, my hope!
My Everything!

Heal the world

Heal the world,

Make a better place for the future and all that inhabit it to live in,

Make a yesterday that has no pain or sorrow,

Heal this mother that has been nothing but good to all who live her,

The very womb we are all made from,

Heal the world,

From gun shots piercing its very soul like thunder during a sunny day,

Protect it from the devils that do nothing but harm thy divine beauty,

Be not like those who live in isolation among together-ful nations,

Do that not for me or you, but for us and our children,

Heal the world,

From  tears shed after endless wars and takings of our children beyond their will,

The very world Micheal Jackson shed for, the world that gave us Gods,

A single God we all call in different names,

Heal the world,

From those who plant bombs instead of trees, source to our healthy oxygen,

Be the hero the world needs, among the heroes who have been already passed,

You are the beginning of that change we need,

The very hero that lives in all of us, the love we know quite well!

HEAL THE WORLD!

Not sorry loving you!

I will love you when it suits me right, 
Sacrifice my being for you when I remember to, 
Give you love, the same Jesus gave to His disciples, 
Care enough for you, like you're one with my womb,

I will heal every scar you carry underneath all your burdens,

Call you a million times eventually till you decide to take it,

Allow you to use me like one of your tools your car so amazingly dismangled,

Apologize for every fight you shower my soul and still end up right,

I will shed tears for you and your messed up childhood,

Love you the way your mother did before giving up her last breath,

I will try, build patience the way you ordered me to,

Look at you in the face and spit on it, the typical me so much desires to,

I feel bad it took a thousand years to realize we are no more,

But I know the problem is with me because I tried this hard,

Hard to love you and fix you the way I did with my LEGO toys,

I have tried enough, but I am not sorry loving you!

My curse... My light

I feel numb on occasions that whisper a summer breeze.

Empty with a cup half full of emotions, and sorrow,

Without a song, I am nothing among the many,

Many to those of hearts that beat like drums that hurt,

Hurt the current person I am,

In a war nobody is able to see or sense,

I drown in a river of no sharks silently-senseless,

In search of the melodies that play all around my universe,

Ended in pieces only to be scattered around the globe,

I feel torn in the physical, emotion and the spiritual,

Maybe Mother Mary and I have one thing in common,

The curse that hunt us is the very gift we were bestowed,

No matter how low my faith can be,

One thing, and one thing alone reminds me... I AM HUMAN!

He wakes me with a smile that flashes at me like heavenly delight,

Lifts my spirit as if it was a feather from a dove of pure stainless-ness,

He worries of every pain my body covers, delights in my bundles of joy and happiness,

He overseas my flaws like a prisoner with every care in the world,

And most importantly... He loves me like his Juliet

As he is my Romeo! 

My world... My own me

I am the beginning and the end of any of my dreams, 

The driver  to the limo zine on its way to the future, 

I may be smart of too many little things, 

I am bigger than a giant on a platform to destruction,

Nothing or no one will ever take the light I have been bestowed, 

That of which gives me the delight I am bigger than what is known to be small, 

Even though the energy in me goes till the universe runs dry, 

My world is still moist and full of youth, 

The bread and butter of what others feel is a waste of time,

My heart may beat like I am giving my last life, 

That every breathe feels like the end of a world only I exist, 

But with every faint smile I know I AM KING! 

I am the very child my mom gave birth to.... The man of endless possibilities.

Take me to church

Take me to church, 

Where my soul clear of the evils that reign this world, 

Where I can lead my life to life better than I know, 

To a place I am absolute, 

To a place even my heart feels not the diseases my body cries of, 

Take me to church, 

To a place neither right or wrong exists, 

To a place God hears my prayers like a dog in a wolves den, 

Though being born was the first sin my body ever committed, 

For some reason I feel this God of mine in my corner

Take me to church, 

To wash away the love my soul deems as right, 

If only heaven was a walk away,

I'd cry to Him, thy devine to take away the pain you felt, 

Sin only a devil I saw committing before my very eyes, 

The day havens door opened widely to you, 

Internal me

There are days I look within,

Within all the beauty my skin and the world blending,

How my heart speaks more about me than anything or anyone,

Especially the man I am within this internal external beauty,

The world looks at me and remembers no good my heart has done,

Looks at the shades darker I am from a light wall,

My tongue no more similar to me like their tongue in our world,

Though the world still looks like I've always seen it

Its the demons that walk this town that ruin me, the internal me,

I look at them, those who are not to be called by names,

My brothers, my sisters, at the hate they portray towards the beauty I see,

The beauty we all are combined,

I thought life was granted to us... To co-live in a planet foreign to even our ancestors,

But hey, there is no cure for this condition... Destruction!

White light

There's a white light in your eyes, 
Eyes that glow to me the past and present, 
The imperfections of a relation of two beings, 
Two earthly creatures of burdens highly tempting, 

From the depths of a heaven I belong, 
I see how you burn... The sweetness of the eyes I know, 
In a hell only you and me find pleasure to belong,
Broken in every way, I smile... It's with you I belong,
If this is the kind of love you and me were destined,
I will burn with you all the way to my core,
With you I find pleasure...
With you I know I belong...
In your eyes I see my past and present,
I will do anything to remain with you as you with me.

Beauty

I see a diamond in its roughest form,
Of beauty made worth hundreds of degrees above the average,
Beauty that is tamed from the core hearts of humanity,
An angel made for the struggles of a world filled with only monsters and demons,

I see a rock beneath the Nile river,
Moving swiftly with the gentle breezes that walk the face of the earth,
The pain felt from the flowers in the beauty of the garden of Eden,
I see a lonely Adam with a world filled with Eves and venomous snakes,

Beauty is what you are defined to be,
Though you kneel and stretch your legs as wide as the universe may go,
You hate yourself enough to notice the beauty never stolen,
As they, who walk like gods, wrap you with tin foil covering what you are,
The beauty of a God willingly loving you enough to know your existence.

Fault in our stars

I am bitter to the bone,
For all the moments shared in despair!
With you on my mind like a child with candy floss, 
I am left here with you in a mind no more stable,

I looked at you for who I knew you to be,
Strong hearted like any knight on a journey to great wonders,
With me, the princess of a castle no man but you to reach,
I am but only the words I lay hidden not too far apart,

My heart will one day turn back to the colors it knows too well,
When your chest was a fortress to my fulfillingness,
I will forever lay with you, my treasured love,
For the fault was with the stars we began on this path!

I am tired! I am done!

I am tired,
For the tears shed in the darkness when nothing but evil was all I had,
I am tired,
Of awaiting on men to make me a better human than I already feel I am,
I am tired,
Of thinking life gets any better than the hell you put me through,
I am tired of the shame you brought to my name in remorse I never felt!

I am done,
Trying to prove the world exists without me in it,
To put my soul through the tortures you brought to me willingly,
I am done,
Acting stupid and mumbling like I wasn't worth the A's I got,
I am done feeling sorry for the pity I felt for you,

I am tired,
Of the beatings I got when I carried your legacy between my legs,
Tired of the moment your girlfriends looked at me like I was on ecstasy,
Tired of being that girl who loved you and never lived,
I am tired,
Ticking minute by minute waiting for my sunny skies,
For the sorry's I heard in endless occasions,
When all your rights meant nothing to the wrongs you done,